Finger Injured

This morning, I injured my own finger. It happened like this, I want to open the plastic of the wood chopstick (disposable). Then when I opened it half way, I don't know how come the tiny small part of the stick (didn't see it) can poke through my finger (left hand, Index finger). And not only one, it's 2 sticks in one finger. One of it, you can see and another is kinda deep. It's very small and short, so I can't pull it out myself. In the end, I need to find doctor for help.
I went to clinic during my lunch time. Luckily, there was no people and straight away was my turn. You know what the doctor did? Try to take out the stick with a needle. It's was like digging my finger. And I tell you, it's really really pain.-tears roll down cuz couldn't bear with the pain-After took the sticks out, the doc said you need an injection for this. Oh no, injection!.. I was like "Har???"... "Har" till how also need to take it cuz it's for my own good.. Zzz.. Some more gave me medicine and cream to change the wound.. All this cost me for RM 90.. it's really a waste of money, but what to do.. I need to get the sticks out from my finger.. =(

Why?

Why things have to be like this?
Don't promise, when you can't make it.
Things have to change, instead of keep going on like this.
Can you tell me when only all this will stop?
Actually, what you doing?
Really had enough of it!
*anxious*

Choose to work

Since the day I choose to work.. I'm not sure whether my decision is correct or wrong. But till what had happened the other day, I knew I'm correct. So, I didn't regret with my decision. All I need to do now is just move on.

Sometimes working life is a bit bored cuz it's like you have to spend whole day in the office then only at night you're free. And now I'm working 5 & 1/2 days per week. So I'm only free at night for weekdays, Saturday after 1pm and Sunday.*like not enough off day.. XD

At times, there were hard times in the office too.
First:When I felt sleepy. That time I just hope either can go home sleep or the time move faster. And it makes me, unable to concentrate with my work.
Second:Meeting..when I have to write the minutes and type it out!
Third:When I did mistakes, not only once.then you know what happen la.. =.='
Fourth:Suddenly there's tons of work for me to get it done. And the time given is not long enough.*The worst thing is when I don't feel like doing it. And I have to force myself to get it done!

Me now in the office lo.. In the fourth situation right now.. Have to get it done by end of April, which is just next week.. =(

Overspend

My friend, Pris came back from Uni for study break.. So both of us and MLean keep going out.. We always said that after dinner have to go home.. End up, after dinner we went somewhere else then only go home.. So this week I'd overspend, bought myself a pair of shoe, one shirt, anklet, bracelet & cleansing foam.. XD
Yesterday, they came my house to cook. MLean wants to do something which need an egg. So I went to boil it for her. After boiled, I asked Pris to peel the egg shell. You know what she say? She answered "You go DIE!".. She told us that it's hot la, how to peel.. haha..
Then today, we went Queensbay.. Had lunch at Siam Express then start shopping.. We saw something that we shouldn't.. But it doesn't matter at all.. Then had dinner with Pris's mum at Soon Lai seafood, after that only go home.. =)
Me now at my grandma's place, using my cousin PC.. My home Pc still not yet done.. haih.. So I still can't online at home.. =(

Sometimes I think

Sometimes I thinkIf only life could be easy & fairLife isn't always great that's what I realizeAlways pray for a brighter dayI wish that life could be funAnd sometimes thing turn out as I want it to beWhen problems come, I'll try to solveSo I don't have to avoid*You'll never know how your life going turn out!

*cuz my friends said I like to avoid..

Donation

As usual, Monday(14/4) night I went to Mandarin class with MLean. In the afternoon, I sms her saying "I don't feel like going tonight".. She answered "You don't want to go then I'll go myself".. Zzz.. During class, the principal announced that school going to collect donation. You know how much the fee for 1 month? It's just RM1 for each student. The fees it's not enough to cover the whole year school expenses, so they need to collect donation from ppl. I don't mind if they ask me to donate, but the worst thing is I need to collect from ppl and each of the students were given 2 Donation books. Each book has 20 pages(receipts). huh.. And the first thing I did was sms JYeh.. asked her to help me collect from her family members cuz many people ma.. So if each of them donate RM1 then ma can finish one book d lo!.. XD

Remember the 2nd step? It's been a week, there's no reply. I'm still waiting for the reply from them. While waiting, I have to keep on trying. "Try and fail, but don't fail to try." =D

Bored

Life without PC at home so bored. XD Only can watch tv and sleep(worst thing I can't sleep)at home. Yesterday also didn't go out for the whole day. Morning woke up start calling my sis then her bf and start sms-ing a few friends. Cuz I don't know what to do. All also MLean's fault again!. I can't say it's JYeh cuz she going out with her family. Not like MLean, whole day busy watching her dramas DVD. I'd told her many times that I can't online cuz PC spoilt. But she still call or sms to ask me go online. arghh... I did nothing at night. Me was on the bed bout 9pm cuz I don't get to watch tv (my cousin came to watch football). Although I'm on the bed for so long but I still can't sleep.. It's really like what... In the end, bout 1am plus only sleep. Zzz.. That's st*pid and this morning I just felt so lazy to wake up.
Early morning before I get up for work, he asked something from me. When he told me, I'm really get *** of it. Not only me, my sis too. Why must this situation going on? Don't know what's in her mind at all. It's so difficult to understand. There's still no changes.
Ok, that's all for now! Me in the office lo.. Need to get back to my work.. =)
"做人要学会放开，这样才不会辛苦。"

My pc spoilt d la.. something wrong with the monitor. =( After switch on still so dark, nothing appear on the screen. Luckily, my sis came back from Uni for 2 days then can use her laptop to online or else I don't know what am I going do at home. Sad case, she's going back tomorrow evening, which means I can't online tomorrow. But I already asked people come and check, hopefully it can repair or whatever and also won't take too long to fix it.
That's PC and now the car pula! Just took it bout 1 month plus and it started to create problems for me. arrgh...
Chinese saying "如果一个人没有。。。做什么事情都不顺利。"

I didn't blog for 6 days. In these 6 days, lots of thing happened and now it's over. Last Saturday, it seems like a chance to meet him. But it's not really him. And now only we know what's going on with him there. It's so hard to believe, but that's the fact.Hope everything will be fine for him!

Days just passby so fast, now it's already April. I'm doing the 2nd step d. So far, there's only one reply out of 8. Mayb still need to wait or whatever. It's ok, I'll just keep going on till I get a chance. Have to be patient and not too rush bout it.. XD

Don't really understand what she's doing right now. Thing seems like not so simple as what I saw. She's not willing to tell us and we're not so daring to ask her. So we just kept quiet and move on like normal.

"Life is like walking across suspended tightrope. If one does not concentrate on looking ahead, but keeps looking back instead, one will surely fall." -Still thoughts(email from friend)

Lately, I'm so busy with movies & dramas.. Last Saturday went to watch Spiderwick with MLean then we watched Ah Long Pte. Ltd. on Sunday.. Not only these 2 movies.. But I watch one korean drama title "Hello Miss!".. It was so nice.. then the guy in the drama name "Chan-Min" was so 'yeng'.. His real name is Ha Seok-Jin.. Let me show you his pictures:


Ok! That's Korean and now another Taiwanese drama title "Top On the Forbidden City".. It's not bad!.. Then the actors in the show all 'yeng' mia.. XD .. Remember to buy the Dvd and watch lo.. ;) I'll post up a few pictures some other time cuz I need to search for it.. =)